Mi chiedo perchè le persone si feriscono tra loro con i silenzi, le cose non dette.

Se solo sapessero dire cosa davvero vogliono, se solo fossero più chiare, o se almeno riuscissero a dialogare e a confrontarsi tra loro, credo non arriverebbero a stupidi malintesi che loro stesse creano.

Dicono che un silenzio sia più eloquente di mille parole.

Bè, non lo credo affatto.

Il silenzio è eloquente solo nel momento in cui ti rendi conto che non stai più parlando con nessuno, e che dall'altra parte c'è solo il vuoto. Così te ne resti a dialogare con la tua mente. Ed è finita lì, niente si è risolto.

"I wish that you would do with some talking

How else am I to know what you're thinking?

If only people would say what it really was

What it really was that they wanted"

(Tell where it hurts - Garbage)

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In Between Days.

Yesterday i got so old
i felt like i could die
yesterday i got so old
it made me want to cry
go on go on
just walk away
go on go on
your choice is made
go on go on
and disappear
go on go on
away from here

and i know i was wrong
when i said it was true
that it couldn't be me and be her
inbetween without you
without you

yesterday i got so scared
i shivered like a child
yesterday away from you
it froze me deep inside
come back come back
don't walk away
come back come back
come back today
come back come back
why can't you see?
come back come back
come back to me

and i know i was wrong
when i said it was true
that it couldn't be me and be her
inbetween without you
without you.

(In between days - The Cure )

By Your Side.

You think I'd leave your side baby

You know me better than that
You think I'd leave you down when you're down on your knees
I wouldn't do that

I'll tell you you're right when you want
And if only you could see into me

Oh when you're cold, I'll be there
Hold you tight to me

When you're on the outside baby and you can't get in
I will show you, you're so much better than you know
When you're lost and you're alone and you cant get back again
I will find you darling and I will bring you home

And if you want to cry
I am here to dry your eyes
And in no time, you'll be fine

You think I'd leave your side baby
You know me better than that
You think id leave you down when you're down on your knees
I wouldn't do that

I'll tell you you're right when you want
And if only you could see into me

Oh when you're cold, I'll be there
Hold you tight to me
Oh when you're low
I'll be there by your side baby

Oh when you're cold, I'll be there
Hold you tight to me
Oh when you're low
I'll be there by your side baby

Grey.

In giorni come questi, che si ripresentano sempre più spesso ultimamente, vorrei tornare a quei tempi in cui ero sempre felice, e non mi serviva una bottiglia di vino per ridere di gioia....

Giorni grigi, anche quando fuori splende il sole.

Vorrei pensare meno, però devo ammettere che dentro il mio mondo sto bene, anche se non parlo con nessuno sto bene...finchè non mi rendo conto che invece di ore sono passati giorni, dall'ultima volta che ho visto un caro amico, o mi sono fatta una risata in compagnia.

Giornate silenziose, anche quando intorno è confusione.

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Solus.

I missed the train to what would be my life but did it ever really come?
will I ever be myself again?
is this who I am?

there are no voices calling me ahead
there is no voice calling behind
just a fog of hope and memories
that I thought were mine

why is lonely in my life?
does everyone feel this lonely too?
why is lonely in your life?
does living mean "be alone"?
empty inside...
solitude...

wishing the wind would carrying me away
the sky is falling with no sound
wouldn't matter even if I cared
it falls anyway

why is lonely in my life?
does everyone feel lost and lonely too?
why is lonely in your life?
is there something I could have done for you?

give back my life
give back my dream
won't someone please
give back my time with you
feel so far away
I'm losing me
someone please...

why is lonely in my life?
does everyone feel lost and lonely too?
why is lonely in your life?
is there something I could have done for you?
is it gonna be all right?
does living mean "be alone"?
empty inside...
solitude...

Da "Honey&Clover OST", by Yoko Kanno ♥

Happy Together.

"Avevo sempre pensato di essere diverso da lui, ma quando si sentono sole le persone sono tutte uguali."

(Happy Together - Wong Kar-wai)

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Quando sei triste c'è sempre qualcosa che ti può tirare su il morale, quando invece sei felice tutto cede troppo presto, quindi forse è meglio vivere giorno dopo giorno nella malinconia...il male di vivere a volte si cura, a volte no, la felicità invece è una droga troppo potente, ti ci abitui ed è finita.

Garbage - Tell Me Where It Hurts

What is my day going to look like?
What will my tomorrow bring me?
If I had x-ray eyes, I could see inside
I wouldn’t have to predict the future

I wish that you would do with some talking
How else am I to know what you’re thinking?
If only people would say what it really was
What it really was
What it really was that they wanted

Tell me where it hurts
to hell with everybody else
All I care about is you and that’s the truth
They don’t like me; I can tell
But you do, so they can go to hell

Did they ever give you a reason
To believe in something different
If you’re looking for love, for what it’s worth
I have plenty of it lying around here somewhere

If you are looking for disappointment
You can find it around any corner
In the middle of the night I hold on to you tight
So both of us can feel protected

Tell me where it hurts,
to hell with everybody else.
All I care about is you and that’s the truth
they don’t like me; yeah I can tell
but you do, so they can go to hell

I’ve been loved but I didn’t know how to feel it
And I’ve been adored but I don’t know if I ever believed it
I’ve been loved my whole life but I didn’t know how to take it
Until…

So tell me where it hurts
to hell with everybody else
All I care about is you and that’s the truth
they don’t like me, yeah I can tell
But you do, so they can go to hell
But you do, so they can go to hell

Tell me where it hurts
Tell me where it hurts
Tell me where it hurts now
Tell me where it hurts…

Sparire.

Vorrei sparire.
Nulla ha più senso.
Non posso tornare sui miei passi.
Non posso fare a meno di pensare.Di pensarti.
Non posso perdonarmi per quello che ho fatto.
Non riesco ad essere felice.

Ma lo merito.Sì.


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Le Filles du Botaniste.

Ho visto questo film recentemente.
Davvero toccante, inoltre le scene e i paesaggi sono stupendi, le attrici bellissime, non ho parole.
Non svelerò il finale ovviamente, dico solo che mi ha lasciato una profonda amarezza...
Come sempre non c'è da stupirsi di come sia considerata l'omosessualità nel mondo, soprattutto in un paese dalla mentalità ancora arcaica come la Cina.

A Fan Video :)

Basta che funzioni.

Quanto odio i festeggiamenti di capodanno....tutti vogliono disperatamente divertirsi, cercando di festeggiare in qualche misera patetica maniera! Festeggiare che cosa?...un altro passo verso la tomba?
Ecco perchè non lo dirò mai abbastanza...qualunque amore riusciate a dare e ad avere...qualunque felicità riusciate a rubacchiare o a procurare; qualunque temporanea elargizione di grazia...Basta che Funzioni!

"Basta che funzioni", Woody Allen.

Yuri Mania.

Negli ultimi tempi sto riprendendo in mano parecchie passioni che l'università aveva soffocato in me.
Ad esempio Photoshop, e gli Yuri!! <3

Sto sperimentando il disegno grafico, e grazie alla Tablet che mi sono regalata, devo dire che potrei passare intere giornate solo a disegnare *-*

Uff...peccato che sia in periodo esami...e fino all'undici febbraio non potrò rilassarmi molto...senza contare che molto probabilmente avrò passato un terzo degli esami che ho dato...

Che vita.

Alone in Our Castle.

Ispirato alla canzone di OLIVIA.


So the siren went off
it chased you out of your mind
just when I started to grow a garden
How selfish of me
But I need something to build on to
You can't leave me here

Alone in our castle
alone in everything we have
I'll never see your face
the way it is in our castle

So I kidnapped your sweet sparrow
so I am dancing around on your pain
the hallways echo your longing
we both know what needs to be done
But something is holding on

Alone in our castle
alone in everything we have
I'll never feel your skin
the way I do in our castle

Love oh love
I want to believe in love
I want to believe this feeling
that I feel deeply for you
but if you can't
turn away and go
don't turn back
and I'll do the same

Alone in our castle
alone in everything we have
I'll never see your face
the way it is in our castle
Alone in our castle
alone in everything we have
I'll never feel your skin
the way I do in our castle...